• Notes to Self

    What Does My Unconscious Want to Tell Me?

    March 26, 2025 - By 

    What’s going on beyond the reaches of my mind? That might be the best way to phrase the question I’ve been exploring in earnest for a little more than three years now. I’ve always worked at improving myself, and little of my adult life was spent with no self-improvement “projects” underway, but in January of 2022, I took the work to new levels. Perhaps I’ll add a Bibliography page/section and share all of the books I’ve read since then. Anyway, about a year ago, I read Focusing by Eugene Gendlin, after stumbling upon the concept at a therapist’s website. The…

  • Notes to Self

    Why Am I Here?

    March 25, 2025 - By 

    When I learned that I was pregnant with my fourth child, I was very excited. My husband, children and I were living in Colorado, and it was the first winter that my mother was spending in Colorado, dividing her time between my crowded ranch in suburbia and my unmarried sister’s smaller but less crowded Tudor in Denver. Mom spent more of her time at the house in Denver, but she and my sister came to see me and the kids at least once a week. One week in January, I was especially looking forward to their visit, because I was…